It would be difficult to overstate the impact of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on my childhood. There was the cartoon, the toys, the Halloween costumes, the film, and the homemade wooden weapons my father made so that my brother Alex and I could hit each other. In our shared bedroom we had a multi-level cardboard city for the Turtles to live and battle in, with a PVC sewer pipe and buildings made of corrugated plastic. And there is a picture I am told, somewhere, of Alex and me in yellow Disney ponchos, watching our green heroes dance and rap in the Florida rain.
None of this nostalgia does anything to soften the blunt tediousness of this shitty tape.
I am not upset by the profane consumerism or generic songwriting. It does not bother me at all that parents, like mine, were subjected to their children’s facile interests. It does not irritate me that some songs (“No Treaties”) suggest that the only victory can be unconditional surrender, or that others (“Walk Straight”) equate heroism with heteronormative male identity. None of it even catches my attention because of its historical obviousness, because the early 1990s didn’t know any goddamned better.
What bothers me is that – in spite of my übercool hipster ironic consumption of shit content – there are so few pleasures to find here. This is cringe-worthy, but not in the good way. When I listened to this tape in my minivan (just once) I felt only THE GREAT SADNESS which unites all overreaching things, the half inch between Adam’s finger and God’s, the Sisyphean asymptote we endlessly climb until, in its inevitable course, THE (actual) END.
I can imagine a world in which it is not impossible for some person to derive genuine pleasure from this tape. But considering how my childhood could not have better prepared me to be that person, it is highly unlikely. As Splinter so presciently sings in the ballad “Skipping Stones” – “Skipping Stones, the water surrounds you/ But the times for rings has passed.” Perhaps it’s my calloused modernism that can’t find pleasure in the childlike joys of good triumphing over evil, didactic storytelling, and the comforting pace of White rap.
Cowabunga! I made a funny.